A day that will live in ennui

Today, I could have done anything I wanted. I had no work obligations. I had money in the bank. It was beautiful outside, although it was Carolina-cold. My electricity was on. I had heat in the house. I had a refrigerator full of food and a kitchen full of equipment with which to prepare that food. I had the entire power of the Internet at my fingertips. I had communication devices that could put me in touch with any number of friends or family around the world.

I could have done anything I wanted today.

Instead, I did nothing.

I’m not proud of this. I’m not happy about it.

Tomorrow, I’ll do better.

I just needed to do nothing today.